Saturday, September 21, 2019

Write or die!

Why do I write?  It helps me filter through my shit.  I'm always at that point when I'm overloaded but seriously, it don't mean a thing.  Why? cause I have the power to reset my brain and whoosh, I can start prioritizing my targeting system.  Who's next?

I love life, it pushes you, it never lets up.  You are the fruitcake that believes in being happy and having dessert for every meal ... or kale.  Well, it don't work that way.  If it does then, stop reading and get back to your kale!

Life loves confrontation.  Simple.  If you understand that, you will survive and hopefully thrive.  If you don't, you'll be crying every time someone says something or takes your cake ... you thought it was yours dummy? you have to fight to keep it.  The world is cold that way but all it wants from you is for you to learn and teach to others.

If we seem dumber today is not because we lack knowledge, wisdom or venues to wisen up and learn new things.  I blame it on laziness.  First learn then, teach.  That's the way of humanity.  Your enemies teach you by the way they run your line and you either learn tactics and strategize or you fail miserably... in which case, depending on what kind of enemy you have, you either are dead or you learnt something and get back at them.  Simple.  That's life.  Don't get all crazy with that notion that you don't have enemies, you do, you are just too dumb to know it.  There's all kinds out there.  I'm not saying be ready to bash them, I'm asking to understand your environment, yourself and understand that there's going to be situations popping left and right, and you're it!

What are my stats?  I don't have any.  I just know from living in the world.  You can disprove me anytime you want.  I'll be happy to be proven wrong.  Life however is never wrong.  It will beat you senseless, laugh at you and then, when some miracle happens you will be praising some unknown power and loving life.  Throw some demons in there for good measure.  There's more to the spiritual I'm sure but I'm not getting into it.

Loving life, sure we should do some of that.  Are you going to be happy?  Maybe I don't know.  I'm happy at this moment when I'm writing but neglecting my trucks and such ... the mind is so wonderful that way.  If you're always thinking about the future, you're going to be miserable.  Think about your strategy and the tactics to survive the next few weeks ... repeat and repeat with the goal of what you want in life.  Whether you get it or not, well, that's to be seen.  How long can you go without a meal?

You don't have to understand me, it don't matter one bit.  You know why?  The way I look at it, I'm successful, I have done my own in the world, I have lived the way I wanted to.   I fucked, I drank and I conquered my fears ... sometimes the outcome was harsh but I learned a lot.  Now, I teach what I know, the way I know it.  If I'm not a good venue, move on, there's plenty of others.  Fucking is important, I'm a man, I would know.  Ask any scientist.

I'm here to empower those around me.  Maybe, maybe not.  Some make a lot of excuses of why they want to remain pieces of shit, losers and/or can't see a bigger pictures of themselves.  We are all so capable, that's the thing.  We cut ourselves short every single time.  That's why you should be around those that tell you to get back on the saddle and ride!  Live now 'cause we ain't getting out alive out of this joint, I assure you.

Okay, that's what I have ... there's more but I just want to go back to sleep now.  Maybe I will.  There will always be a ton to do.  That's why I hire guns to come and get me out of the hole.

Okay, I'm not done.  On the subject of hire guns.  Empower them.  Give them responsibility.  Teach them to treat work as their own so when they finally get their brains on they can run operations on their own and maybe, be successful.  Or, they can be partners and shoulder the load.  Oh, you think this is just about me sitting pretty, asking you questions and sharpening my knife? ... well, you gonna learn today!

Some of them will fail.  Repeatedly.  No worries, you'll learn from them and them from you, bash them and understand them.  That's how it goes.  Some say don't be too hard on them.  Fuck, are you kidding?  Be true to them and make them be the best here so they can either quit and stop wasting your time, or run the business at top notch level.  Then, they can own it and love it.

There's more to it than that.  I'm not saying bashing works, I'm saying ask them why they done it the way they did.  Questions from you is going to be a pretty hard hit for them because you're the boss.  So, don't be a bitch, ask away so both parties can learn.  Communication.  Duh.

Okay, I'm done.  You want to know more on how to be successful?  You gonna have to ask questions, read and deploy what you have learned into the world.  Be ready, you're going to get crushed!  What that means is that you're going to learn a lot and be much better at the end.

Life is a team sport... uh... I kinda want to keep going but no, gonna stop.  My brain feels better now.